time is tickin!

I LOVE MY SMALL GROUP
we just spent the past 18 hours or so eating, talking, chillin, watching iris, and having a good time. i can’t express how thankful i am to get to know such an awesome group of girls. who are also very very DOWN. their downness took me by surprise, but [...]

empire state of mind

in new york, concrete jungle where dreams are made of
there’s nothing you can’t do
now you’re in new york, these streets will make you feel brand new
big lights will inspire you,
let’s hear it for new york, new york, new york~
 
 
winter break 2010. wheeeeee

6 am staff meetings?!

WHO DOES THAT?! hahah i don’t even go to my 8 am classes! my boss emailed me personally telling me i better show up. LOL
working at the pharmacy, i’ve come to realize just how dirty everything is. money is freaking dirty.  after handling registers for 4 hour shifts, i can feel the grossness on my [...]

relief and stupidity

busy bee

omg it’s week 7. already?! as the excitement of the new year dies down, and things should be settling down, life for me has become busier, crazier, and more hectic than ever. I feel like such a burden to people around me, but also i feel burdened with different things too. i don’t know if [...]

i just realized this now, but someone wrote on my whiteboard:
“you will amount to nothing” love, mom.
wtf? haahah who wrote this?! when?! why?!

i need to be nicer. and less harsh with my words.
and i need to study.

the end.

slow down please

the weeks are going by so quickly! so much to do, there’s no time to just sit and relax. oh yeah, unless i screw studying and decide to take a chill day. which i think i will do this week. haahh i like being busy, but at this rate, senior year is gonna fly by [...]

….already?

summer’s almost over. uhh…..what? when did all this time fly by? all the plans i made to find good eats and the beauty of berkeley, explore the city, take advantage of the bay failed because i’m all outta time now.
take away: don’t be so busy during the school year that i miss out on the [...]

i’m no good at studying

i can crosss out almost everything on the previous list of complaints because this past weekend made up for it all.
friends and parents came up. chillin with them this weekend made up for everything i was bitter about. it was so worth not studying. even as i sit here now, just a couple of hours [...]